27.5.07

Cosmic conspiracy and us

Consider this.
Age of earth: Not definitely known. Most accepted age is app. 5 billion years.
Age of human race: app. 1 million years.
Age of human race as known to most of us: app. 5000 years.
Age of cultures and tradition, we generally discuss: a few hundred years or say one or two thousand years
Life span of human being: 70-75 years.

No. of celestial bodies including the earth: Infinite. Getting shaped and getting destroyed every minuscule of time due to various known/unknown celestial activities.

Probability of earth getting destroyed tomorrow: Nil
Probability of earth getting destroyed after a few years/decades: Not known.

And we are talking about the earth. Some of the examples used by astronomers used to explain cosmic situations are as under:
Earth is like a vehicle on an extremely busy high-speed highway, where there is no definite traffic law.
If we consider age of universe as 1 day (24 hours), we are presently at 23:59:59 hrs

Consider the life of an ant. For it, its colony would be its country. If we extend this hypothesis, for them one locality or say one city would be like their universe. And, how do we, human beings, treat them. Any of us, a human being, can use any available tools, which can be its foot, to destroy their colony. And, a condition like flood (or any such catastrophe) submerging a locality or city could be like destruction of their whole universe. And, still every time their universe is destroyed, ants, from somewhere else, come and repopulate the region.

This example may be a little away from the actual fact. But the fundamental remains the same. There would be some organisms for whom their whole earth could be our locality or city. And, they would be worried about saving their earth from extinction.

If we reverse this hypothesis, we become ants (or any organism validating the above hypothesis). And, what we assume to be our earth could be just a locality or city for a bigger life-form (any similar phenomenon?). It is possible than in such scenario, we have not realized their existence, unlike in the case of ants, which would be aware of existence of humans due to overlapping resources to fulfill needs of life, due to the fact that we are in some remote, unexplored, unfriendly terrain (like deserts or mountains or poles are for us). In such a system, do we matter? Like does it matter for us whether a colony of ants is destroyed? There are so many such ant-colonies. There could be so many earth-like colonies in the bigger system.

Let’s take this hypothesis (?) forward. We, as a human being, have achieved so many physical and intellectual feasts. Starting with discovery of wheels and fires, through airplanes and atomic energy, today we are trying to understand complexities of universe. We have developed so many intangible systems, from traffic system to social structure, governance to interpersonal discipline. However, we are the ant of the bigger system, what do our feasts mean? All our activities, collective or individual, conflicts, again collective or individual, feelings, aspirations, beliefs, faiths, gods, climate etc mean in the bigger system? Should we try to identify the ant , we have known, and then to understand what we are? But, would we be able to identify the bigger system? For that matter does that system exist?

Anyways….lets enjoy “November Rain” :)

19.5.07

हिंदी का विकास, नयी कहानी और....

यह लो...मैं यहाँ लिखने बैठा और क्या लिखना था भूल गया....कितने दिनों से इंतजार कर रह था कि शनिवार को कुछ लिखना है और यह हाल हुआ है।
वैसे कल हमने निर्मल वर्मा की कहानियो पर आधारित नाट्य मंचन देखने का विचार किया था...तीन कहानियाँ...तीन नाटक..तीन एकांत...नहीं जा पाये। मन तो बहुत कर रह था पर नहीं जा पाये। कितनी अजीब सी बात है, अगर यहीं स्तिथी कुछ महिने पहले होती तो शायद मेरी इस लेख का विषय कुछ और ही होता..खैर जीवन है और उससे जुडी हुई "Choices"... कोई शिक़ायत नहीं..किसी से नहीं...खुद से भी नहीं।
वैसे निर्मल वर्मा और उनसे जुडी हुई "नयी कहानी" आंदोलन से एक शिक़ायत तो है मुझे...क्या इन सभी लेखकों के बूते यह नहीं हुआ कि वो हिंदी को हिन् अधिक विक्सित करते और अपनी भावनाओं और कथन को प्रस्तुत करते। आज हिंदी लेखन मरणासन्न है। क्या ये सभी लेखक भी इसमें प्रदत नहीं हैं? मुझे नहीं पता हैं...पर मुझे इतनी तो समझ है कि इन काबिल लेखकों के जाने के बाद हिंदी साहित्य में कुछ रुकन सा आ गया है। और, मेरी चिन्ता है कि ये कहीँ रूक ही ना जाये....
अभी और भी है बहुत कुछ लिखने को। शायद अगली बार....

14.5.07

Choices

Yesterday evening was a nice evening. It came after one year, rather it comes after a year. It was our alumni meet evening. A Nostalgia evening. We enjoyed. A revisit to campus thru speeches of profs and a video collage on the campus. But the most effective was JBS-BAROC band and good old batch-mates, seniors, Juniors....
As expected one song captures the mood of the evening. This time too there was one...dunno much abt it except this line...
अब तो आदत सी हो गयी है मुझको....ऐसे जीने की....
The anthem of the institute "प्यार हमें किस मोड़ पे ले आया" was not played and neither was the most asked one..."Summer of 69"
One of the discussions, rather recurring one with various people, was on choices...good choices and bad choices...but what is good and what is bad? Haven't we read/heard many times..."We make a choice and then we live with it"...we have made choices and we are living with them...who the hell is afraid of living with them now...not me at least...
Anyway...enjoyed it and shall wait for the next evening....may be next year...:)

1.5.07

Writer's life

All the while I used to think why do one require to take up writing as a full time engagement. However, in last few days seem to explain to me quiet a bit. I want to write quiet a few things but I am not getting time. I want to share my thoughts on the current state of Maharashtra, my present home state. I also want to share experiences of my generation (?). Anyways...
I am not getting time even to read a few things. I was surprised today to count 6-7 books, which I have started and left midway, not because of lack of interest but because of lack of continuity. And, still I need more time to do more important things. Don't know when shall I be able to manage things properly.....:(